My parents did me a world of good by taking me to the forests that are close to Bangalore from an early age. Some of my best memories are of sitting in the Bandipur forest guest house veranda at night, shining a torch outwards and seeing glowing eyes of the spotted deer grazing outside. Then there was the time when a monkey got into our room, peeled and ate a banana and left, when we walked off into the forest unaware of what we were doing until a forest guard came running after us and asked us to turn around. The time when dad tried to get too close to a wild elephant and the elephant did a mock charge at him, when we were driving through the forest at dusk in our old ambi that would not start easily once turned off, saw a wild elephant and dad wanted to turn off the engine and look at it. The time we stayed in forest huts with woollen rope beds and a zero watt bulb at Nagarhole and I saw fireflies for the very first time – hundreds of them.
And then later, my own trips and treks, encounters with leeches and everything else 🙂 And through all these years, I had gone on multiple forest safaris – always wanting to see a big cat in the wild, but always knowing deep down that we weren’t going to. I even went to Gir with big hopes of seeing Lions – believing that they were easier to spot.
I read lots of books – Jim Corbett, a book on the life of Billy Arjan Singh, and was always spellbound and fascinated by the descriptions. One of the biggest things I wanted was to experience was what it felt like to share the same space with a wild cat. What does it feel like? Is it scary? Does your heart pound with excitement?
But as you can guess by now, all these times went by without seeing any big cats in the forests. My parents went to Serengeti and had their share of amazing sightings. Then I decided that it was time to give it another go! After some amount of research (including a FB post with very helpful tips from friends 🙂 ) we zeroed in on the Tadoba Andhari Tiger Reserve. Mainly because we heard that most tourists spot tigers there and because getting there was fairly easy.
We booked a room at the Svasara Resort which is right outside the Kolara Gate. We were very excited, had high hopes and yet were trying to convince each other that there is a high chance that we may not see any tigers. We tried to downplay our excitement, lest we jinx it.
The first thing we noticed when we entered the resort was a big white board with dates and details of sightings. It seemed that with the exception of one safari, tigers had been spotted on every safari there for the last one week. Ab cautioned me against getting my hopes too high even then 🙂
And then we went on our first safari. It was hot: 44-46 Degrees Celsius, but we didn’t mind and the breeze made it quite bearable. Half expecting to spot a tiger at every turn, I kept scanning the trees for a glimpse of orange. Tadoba Andhari is spread over 625 Sq Km and is dry deciduous forest with lots of bamboo and mahua. Our guide took us to every ‘spot’ that the tigers frequent and every passing jeep was stopped and information shared on whether there had been any sightings. The safari came to an end and we hadn’t seen any tigers. I wasn’t unhappy though. The larger objective was being in and experiencing the forest. Just being in that stillness, spotting deer at regular intervals, seeing the bluejays and the robins was enough.
Back at the resort, stories were exchanged over evening tea and it turned out that most other guests had seen tigers. One group was so lucky that they spotted them on every single safari.
We pinned our hopes on the second safari. We got into the jeep and asked our guide when he spotted a tiger last. He then launched on a small speech about how there were untimely rains that were ‘spoiling’ things how it was difficult etc etc. That ride was not the best one – our guide kept dashing from one spot to the other and all we did for 5 hours was race through the forest.
An article that I had read long back came back to mind – on the harmful side effects of tiger tourism in India. And through that ride, I felt truly guilty – I felt like I was doing the forest and the other animals a disservice by not observing, not appreciating enough and just rushing through.
Back to the resort and to pictures and vdos of other guests’s sightings. “Arre, aap telia lake se nikal gaye aur 10 minute mein Sonam (a tigress who has recently given birth) wahan se gujri” – with a vdo of Sonam crossing the road close to the jeep.
Since we had not seen a tiger, the resort manager decided to send the young naturalist with us on our third safari. And then it happened. Towards the end of our safari, there was word that P1 (tigress) was sitting near Jamni lake – another dash followed and we reached the lake to see 8 other jeeps lined up.
And there she was! An orange spot in the distance. It seemed like she was looking at a wild boar, contemplating on whether she wanted to attack him. Then she got up and gracefully walked across to the water, waded through it, climbed back up and went out of sight. She seemed so unconcerned about the humans looking at her, about the boars, about absolutely anything else. She walked like she owned the place. And she does.
That evening tea and conversations were wonderful, now that we had a tiger story too 🙂 The resort manager had wonderful stories to share and I envied him his job 🙂
On our fourth safari, we went to Telia lake and waited for an hour for Sonam to come out of the woods, where it is presumed that she has kept her cubs, and cross the road to the lake. After an hour our guide decided to leave, though I would have liked to wait longer. Then we again got word that two cubs were sitting by Jamni lake (Jamni turned out to be our Mecca 🙂 ) so we drove there and had the most amazing sighting of a female cub who came close to the jeeps.
Right then, looking at her through my binocs, my heart pounding, I finally had the answer to the big question – how does it feel? And the answer is, that it feels incredible, humbling and blessed. To be able to witness these majestic creatures in their own habitat is a privilege, an honour and should never be thought of otherwise.